My hope
writing this in ot, waiting patient for suction curettage case. today, i keep thinking about last night, last i bring anak anak to the sushi for the first time in their life, dine in there. I saw abang, nia and aqil were really happy to experience new things in their life, then i bring them to arched, they seems really enjoyed that. Abang of course playing racing car, basketball. Meanwhile nia and aqil playing almost all of the game. They really enjoyed that, me myself, happy to see them happy, but also sad at some part of me, i feel really sorry for my babies, they maybe wish they will be happier with their dad around, i m sorry babies, i cant make that happen anymore, i really cant. I know all of you are sad, really sad, i could see that trough your eye, i can see how's abang react with me, its seem a bit awkward, he didnt want to talk much with me as always, i missed him, really.. I miss abang the one call ibu for couple of time just for me to listen to his story, i miss abang